~+ HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA ! +~

huhu . da 3 taon kite dpt smbot mother's day nan mama .

b4 3 taon ney , kite ta dpt naa smbot ssme nan mama .

ta dpt na tgok mama ptong kek n kish mama .

cume kite ade pos kad jee tuk mama an ? heee :)

but pape pown , kite syggg mama sgt2 !

kite da tepisah dr mama dri umo kite 2 bulan an ?

but it sokey .

even mama ta jage kite dri kite kecik ,

but mama da lahey kn kite .

ryte ? hee :)

i will make sure i will fulfil ur dream mama .

n make a change in our family even without ayah .

:)

u r my RATU HATI !

SITI RUBEAH BINTI SHIEKH ALI <33

STOWEY BOUT A GURL YG TAA PERFECT ! :)

na tawu kesa muwdax tat atas ney ?

huhu come come . sit here . n i will tell u a story bout her :)

her name is INTAN NAZIRA . she's onLy an ordinary gurl .

evrythgs are not perfect in her . she tidak pretty . chubby one hoho XD

she owez drawing a smile on her face . but ...

no one noe bside her smile , there 1001 sorrowful .

huhu . wanna noe bout her bexgraun ? hear diz ...

since she was baby , she stay far away from her mum , dad n her siblings .

but now , she gath bex wif her fmly except her father :)

hoho . wut about her educate ?

she's a PMR CANDIDATE foe diz year ! uwwwaa can't believe it !!!

INTAN is a gud student ! ahahhaa gud laa sgt qo ney intan ! :P

nop laa . dye kt ckowLa not really gud laa .

mang harox dax ney . dewgil tahap gaban ! :P

pg ptg siang mlm dye men kua jek uma .

ikot dye punyee sukaa ja . agagaga :D

tp tu tyme dye skola rndh . skang da baek ciket . ngeee XD

at ckowLa , she has many many many fwens .

at ckowLa rndh , evryone col her tembage . but ,

kt high skuwl ney evryone col her APAM !

wanna noe why ? bcuz she has a pp yg temburm . gheee XD

huhu de most interesting part ! wut about her love story ?

heee :D she's a faithfulness gurl taww .

tp aty dye pena diBROKENkan jugeee . but it past ! :D

dye FUCK abes2 same mamat2 yg cukew men2 kn gurl's feeling .

guess wut ???

dye pena sound dpn2 sowg mamat vengapp ney ! ouh gosh !

bcuz mamat cipan tuh sudaa kwang ajax same her beshfwen .

but nver mind , tuh cite lamee meyy .

dye neyy gataii cikewt .

bcuz dye da mule cintan cinton since she was 11 yrs old . ahakzz :D

at ckowLa she ade admire sum boy ,

n dye jgk ade sikret admire taww . agaggagaga XD

but , there's onLy one boy in her life acct .

she luff her HBY bely2 much uke ! <33

but , she tidak sure yg hby dye luff dye agy ke taa . hmmm :(

but until now , dye taa meet agy nan ssowg yg ley dianggap FIRST LOVE .

n perhaps one day ! :)

INTAN NAZIRA has her own opinion .

she's not a lalang type uke !

when she feels epy , she will smile or laugh .

when she feels sad , she will cry alone till her mate bengkak2 .

if she lyke sumthgs , she will say she lyke it even she's not .

wuteva they said

she still be her self

wuteva happen

she will owez luff her life as long as she is INTAN NAZIRA !

ouh god ! does she's gone forever ?

~+ 8 june 2004 +~

*diRUMAHkuh :

BANGON !!!

huuu , cam bese laa . ctiap pg mct angah kjowt suwo bgon .

adeyh , bwu nk bgon lmbt ciket .

agypon pg tuh angah , k.ogy , k.cik n aq plan nk g waterfall .

tp tgok keadaan law nenek oke , bwu g . law x , cancel la g waterfall .

KRINGGG !

tyme eteowg nga ciap2 nk g osptl ,

mama col angah ,

mama suwo bwk kain batek yg lom jait ade kt lam robok mama .

tyme tuh , aq maseh budak2 tongong .

so , aq tataw mama nk wt pe ngn kain batek uwh .

*HOSPITAL SULTANAH AMINAH , WAD CEMPAKA :

eteowg cmpai jek kt osptl , eteowg twos naek wad g jmpe mak .

kebetulan tyme uwh nga tyme melawat .

aq tnye mama nk wt pe ngn kain tuh ,

tp mama kte ' tade pape , ati ta sdp ' .

aq g tgok nenek , same cm smlm . tade perubahan pon .

hmmm :(

mama suwo bce Yasin .

dsbbkn aq yg pleng rpt ngn nenek , aq la yg dok kt tepi nenek ,
aq pgg tgn nenek , nenek genggam kuat . nenek cam nga ase saket .
tgh2 aq bce tuh , aq toleh blakang jap ,

aq nengok angah , kokg ngn k.cik da nanges2 .
Ya Allah , bru aq seda . sbenanye , upe2nye nenek nga nazak .

npe la aq neyh LAMPI sgt ??
tibe2 jek paip mate aq pon bocor . da x dpt nk control .
pas abes bce , mama kte ,

' adq , nenek da x lme ,

doc kte nenek da tade arapan ' .

huuuu . ape neyh ???

*KOMTAR , JB :

disbbkn wktu melawat da abes ,

aq ngn akk2 aq sume g merayap kt komtar .

tyme uwh komtar ade agy .

angah g atas , tgok2 bju .

pastuh , angah msok fitting room nk try neyh ,

aq tgu kt dpn pntu fitting room tuh .

tetibe je aq dgr ncet angah bunyi .

pastuh angah twos kua n g byr bju tuh .

aq tnye angah npe ta tanggal alek bju tuh ,

tp angah cume kte ' ta sempat , kite kne cpt ' .

huh ? ape neyh ? aq ta pham !

pastuh eteowg sume rushing g osptl cmule .

lam kete , angah ngn kokg diam jek .

tp aq ngn k.cik cam tetnye tnye .

ape yg jd sbenanye ?

*HOSPITAL SULTANAH AMINAH , WAD CEMPAKA :

pas aq kua jek dr lif ,

aq nengok rmai gile sdre mare aq kt tmpt2 menunggu tuh .

aq jln ke dpn lg ,

aq nmpk k.Long da tedudok kt tepi ding2 tuh .

atok dudok kt ats kosi .

maseng2 muke da laen . cam ade mende yg ta kne .

tetibe mak tarek eteowg g kt katel nenek .

aq nmpk nurse tuh tgh cabot jarum kt tgn nenek .

aq ngn akk2 aq pegi rpt ngn nenek .

sentuh tgn nenek , sejuk sgtt .

upe2nyew , nenek da tade .

nenek da pegii .

nenek da tgglkn aq n semue .

Ya Allah , ape neyh sume ? aq ta pham .

tyme tuh , tuhan jek twu pe pasaan aq .

aq sedeyh ssgt . aq tabole bygkn cane idop aq tnpe nenek .

pastuh nurse tuh suwo eteowg sume kua .

sbb dye nk uruskn nenek .

aq ape agy . cam ape ntah x benti2 nanges .

aq tekejowt n still taleyh trime .

*UNTUK NENEK :

nenek , time kaseh utk sumenyew .

time kaseh sbb da jge kite dgn iklas dri kite umo 2 bulan .

kite membesar sume dpn mate nenek ngn atok .

atok ngn nenek la mak n ayah kite .

stat dri kite pndai ckp , pndai bejalan ,

sumenyew dpn mate nenek ngn atok .

nenek twu x ? pas nenek g , sumenyew berubah .

fmly kite da x cam dlu .

idop kite ngn atok mcm da x terurus .

bygknla cume kite , k.cik ngn atok jek yg dok kt uma tu .

pas nenek g ,

atok yg jge kite . tiap2 ari , dye yg kejotkn kite .

tiap2 ari atok yg msk , bwk kite g ane2 .

n uruskn sumenye .

tp taon 2006 ,

k.cik tgglkn kite ngn atok .

dye g ikot mama dok kt jb . cume tggl kite ngn atok kt uma .

tyme tuh , aty ngn pasaan kite cume tuhan je yg twu .

kite tencen !

mcm da tade sape nk kesa kt kite .

sume mslh kite simpan sndri . n kite da mule bebas .

kite nk g mane2 , mlm ke siang ke ikot suke aty kite je .

tade sape nk halang .

tp , kite mnx maap nenek ,

kite tepakse tgglkn atok n ikot mama dok kt jb .

pas kite dok sane , k.Long yg jge atok .

tp pape pon , jase nenek ngn atok takan kite lupe .

kite sentiase doakn kesejahteraan nenek kt sane .

klau nenek ade kt dpn kite ,

kite nk ckp yg kite syg nenek sgt2 ! ;)

~+ HAJAH MUN BINTI HJ . MOHD JAYA +~

~+ 8 june 2004 +~

~+ AL - FATIHAH +~

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